Those days....actually those weeks...I just feel ...confused. I don't know why...I think, I think, I think.... I don't know what... I am just brOKen... I am empty. I feel all the time alone. Like, I wanna talk to someone so I will forget my sad life, but when I go to school I just...close my mouth... I sart avoiding everyone and anything... I don't find a single thing funny anymore. I wanna cry all day and hug my pillow. I wanna sleep at nights and never woke up again. Do you know how that called? Depression...
DEPRESSION...TEEN DEPRESSION. People just say. She's overreacting. She is a teen she can't be depressed. Well obviously,we can . The last two weeks... I just feel like crying..the whole day... I am just a depressed teen. And I know the why. I feel lonely. I feel like noone cares. I feel like I need a boyfriend because all of my new friends are talking about their boyfriends. But I know why...why I feel like that. I miss my friends. My school. I miss every popular bitch and every jerk.... I miss everybody. I hadn't realised the fact that I have change school,until two weeks ago when I meet my old classmates again... than...from that day...
I just felt like dying!! Do you know how I realised that?How I realised that I was not just a normal not-having-fun teengaer? Well here are the facts:
•Sadness....If you are always on a bad mood . You are more sad than even. You just can't be happy.
•Complains about pains...mostly headaches and stomachaches
•Fast lost or gain fat
•Sleep...If you sleep more hours or less hours than you did and can't sleep at night or can't wake up at morning
•Rebellious behavior... mostly to parents or just family
•Sudden drop in grades
•Difficulty making decissions
•Difficulty concertaitring
•Memory loss
Well all these were the basics.And aparrently...I'm having all these syptoms. And thinking about death has no fun. I just...don't know what to do. If everybody friend or family member has all these just give them help . Ask them what's happening . But tell them "Everything is gonna be OK" ..no...cause you are not them . You don't know what they are living. You don't know what I am living. What you should do is just trying to make them laugh the whole time. If they are at a start level like me just puss them to admit you what they are living. They feel like they are worthless and don't deserve nothing. If they are in a start level like me just try to make them laugh all the time. It's the only occur. If things are getting worse you have to talk to their parents . They need to go to a specialist/doctor. For their best...
They need to talk to someone...me?well I can't tell that. I just can't. I feel like my parents wont understand me. I think that if I tell them they are gonna tell me that I am...an alien...I just can't. I just right things. To a teen blog. That noone is gonna suspect that this is me...Noone cause first of all...I don't have true friends... if I had....just... look at my eyes.Is that happiness?I might say that I am ok but behind every ok the is a BRokEN...If you are a true friend just help your friends. Help them .Don't tell them Its gonna be ok.Because it's not. It's not happening to you . Don;t trust them if they smile. Because girls with the prettiest smile are having the saddest story to tell!
Just hug your friend...and tell them that you are gonna be with them untill the end.That you are gonna help them.And then let them cry.Cauz that is true friend.
If I had true friends.I would want them to do that. Just that!
I hope I'm gonna be fine...I hope
~A sad,depressed,hopeless girl :'(
DEPRESSION...TEEN DEPRESSION. People just say. She's overreacting. She is a teen she can't be depressed. Well obviously,we can . The last two weeks... I just feel like crying..the whole day... I am just a depressed teen. And I know the why. I feel lonely. I feel like noone cares. I feel like I need a boyfriend because all of my new friends are talking about their boyfriends. But I know why...why I feel like that. I miss my friends. My school. I miss every popular bitch and every jerk.... I miss everybody. I hadn't realised the fact that I have change school,until two weeks ago when I meet my old classmates again... than...from that day...
•Sadness....If you are always on a bad mood . You are more sad than even. You just can't be happy.
•Complains about pains...mostly headaches and stomachaches
•Fast lost or gain fat
•Sleep...If you sleep more hours or less hours than you did and can't sleep at night or can't wake up at morning
•Rebellious behavior... mostly to parents or just family
•Sudden drop in grades
•Difficulty making decissions
•Difficulty concertaitring
•Memory loss
Well all these were the basics.And aparrently...I'm having all these syptoms. And thinking about death has no fun. I just...don't know what to do. If everybody friend or family member has all these just give them help . Ask them what's happening . But tell them "Everything is gonna be OK" ..no...cause you are not them . You don't know what they are living. You don't know what I am living. What you should do is just trying to make them laugh the whole time. If they are at a start level like me just puss them to admit you what they are living. They feel like they are worthless and don't deserve nothing. If they are in a start level like me just try to make them laugh all the time. It's the only occur. If things are getting worse you have to talk to their parents . They need to go to a specialist/doctor. For their best...
They need to talk to someone...me?well I can't tell that. I just can't. I feel like my parents wont understand me. I think that if I tell them they are gonna tell me that I am...an alien...I just can't. I just right things. To a teen blog. That noone is gonna suspect that this is me...Noone cause first of all...I don't have true friends... if I had....just... look at my eyes.Is that happiness?I might say that I am ok but behind every ok the is a BRokEN...If you are a true friend just help your friends. Help them .Don't tell them Its gonna be ok.Because it's not. It's not happening to you . Don;t trust them if they smile. Because girls with the prettiest smile are having the saddest story to tell!
Just hug your friend...and tell them that you are gonna be with them untill the end.That you are gonna help them.And then let them cry.Cauz that is true friend.
If I had true friends.I would want them to do that. Just that!
I hope I'm gonna be fine...I hope
~A sad,depressed,hopeless girl :'(
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